life just gets you down?

having a shit time at the mo. nothings really happening... and thats the problem. no jobs about, and aint got no money to move. bit crap yanoo? plus a few of my friends have hbeen getting on my nerves due to them smoking excessive amounts of cannibis. and they say it isnt a harmful drug? not physically... mentally its a lethal weapon. they've put it in front of friends, including myself, so i've distanced myself away from them lately, even as far as to not going to the annual halloween party.

photography wise i havent been upto much either. been slack and not motvated to do any. am getting a new flash soon fingers crossed, hopefully as winter kicks in i'll be able to do some nite time photography. maybe.

so yeah... i'm not dead, just depressed and un-inspired.